Late afternoon. Took a nap. Gave my brain some rest after the experiment yesterday. I definitely feel different now.

I need a few more days to get it down on paper. The memories are coming back now, but it’s not hurting me anymore. It’s just like… I have to tell this story. I need to get everything straight so I can sit down and tell the story. I’m on a mission to tell this story. That is what I have to do.

I will start at beginning. I will give every name, every detail, everything I can remember. I have to get the pieces back in place.

I will rest some more for the time being. Then one morning, I will wake up and I will sit down at my computer and I will finally write the story that I have been trying to kill for as long as I can remember.