Currently on break between jobs. Trying to motivate myself by dangling a very elaborate green, purple, and gold flag in front of my face. Work equals money. Money equals travel. All I want to do in life right now is work to save money to travel. Seriously, just, like, get me out of here. Cannot take it anymore.
Something, something school applications. Something something writing. Andrew has come knocking at my door again lately. He thinks he can convince me to write about him again if he just keeps showing up with a puppy jumping out of a gift-wrapped box. It does not work. I am not deceived by his lies anymore. I would rather slam the door in his face and never write another word.
So that’s how writing is going. In other words, nowhere. All of my focus is on work right now. I actually hate how obsessed I’ve become with money. Every so often I have to take a step back and remind myself it is not everything.
Anyway, work is not bad. It is work. As per usual, I am struggling to arrive on time. I’m late to everything. It’s awful. It’s the worst habit ever. It doesn’t matter what it is. I will be late. I will either get lost, forget something, accidentally take too long choosing an outfit, or encounter a random obstacle that will prevent a timely arrival. It’s frustrating. I’m not a fan. Still, I aspire to better myself personally, and so I will make a more concerted effort to arrive on time in the future.
For now, I must go change clothes and personalities for my second shift at my second job. I admit I find this entire thing stressful. However, I am doing my best to manage, as I require money to make all of my dreams come true.
Time for a pick-me-up from Starbucks. Here we go again…